Nefsim<\/b><\/p>\n
Nefsim g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc yok etti\u011finde,<\/p>\n
Hakikat perdelendi, g\u00f6remez oldum.<\/p>\n
Kula\u011f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcne perde \u00e7ekince,<\/p>\n
Hakikat s\u00f6zlerini, duyamaz oldum<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u00fclk \u00e2lemi, koyunca kural\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
Geldi\u011fim yerin bilgisi yok oldu.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya cazip g\u00f6sterince kendini,<\/p>\n
Nefsimi sevi\u015fim, kalbi doldurdu.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Neler yesem, neler giysem doymad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Nerde gezsem, neyi sevsem, kanmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir hevan\u0131n pe\u015finde dolan\u0131nca,<\/p>\n
Bin hevay\u0131, kendime bula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Anlad\u0131m ki bunun sonu h\u00fcsranm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n
Binlercesi bununla oyalanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Nefsimi tenhada bulmu\u015ftum amma<\/p>\n
Nefsim tasmas\u0131n\u0131 boynuma sarm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Nereden ba\u015flamal\u0131 bu yola,<\/p>\n
Nefsim engel olur, al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f hi\u00e7 zora<\/p>\n
Kalbime kasveti veren de odur,<\/p>\n
Canavar\u0131m uykudayken, yelkenler fora.<\/p>\n
Nefsimle konu\u015ftum, \u201cBurak\u201d olacak,<\/p>\n
B\u00f6ylece ilerlerse, hep nam alacak.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 biraz zor olsa bile,<\/p>\n
Sonunda iki cihana sultan olacak.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Anla\u015ft\u0131k, o beni zorlamayacak<\/p>\n
Ben dervi\u015f olurken, o yok olacak.<\/p>\n
Ne zaman sultan olursam iki cihana<\/p>\n
Kenar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, hep var olacak.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle anla\u015f\u0131nca nefsimizle,<\/p>\n
O otururken kendi k\u00f6\u015fesinde<\/p>\n
Ben gerekenleri yaparken<\/p>\n
Al\u0131\u015facak yeni y\u00f6ntemlerime.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti, anla\u015fmay\u0131 bozmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hani ak\u0131ll\u0131yd\u0131, bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131<\/p>\n
Kendinden emindi, serke\u015flik i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
Sand\u0131 ki, vakit gelince bozulur yemin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ben dikkatle yolumda y\u00fcr\u00fcyordum<\/p>\n
Nefsimi ise hep g\u00f6zetiyordum.<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcne koydu\u011fum oyuncak ile<\/p>\n
Oynamas\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rsat biliyordum.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 dayam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, Ulu Yezdan\u2019a<\/p>\n
Yard\u0131m almaktayd\u0131m, Peygamber\u2019imden<\/p>\n
Zikir, taat, amel, her ne var ise,<\/p>\n
Duyurmadan nefse, yap\u0131yordum ben.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn geldi, Rabbim\u00a0 tac\u0131 giydirdi.<\/p>\n
Nefsime vakit\u00a0 gelecek, diye bildirdi<\/p>\n
\u0130ki cihana sultan olduktan sonra<\/p>\n
Cans\u0131z nefse, haydi bakal\u0131m, denildi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Nefis sinmekten yorulmu\u015f, hamlam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131m\u0131n oyununu hen\u00fcz kavram\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
K\u0131p\u0131rdamaya mecali kalmay\u0131nca,<\/p>\n
S\u00fcr\u00fcklenmek i\u00e7in tasmay\u0131 boynuna takm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k ben h\u00fck\u00fcmran\u0131m, v\u00fccut iklimimde<\/p>\n
Kalp de, nefis de ellerimde<\/p>\n
\u0130yi amel yapt\u0131r\u0131rsam e\u011fer,<\/p>\n
\u0130yi sonla, d\u00f6nece\u011fim Rabbime.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Nefse oyun oynamak l\u00e2z\u0131m, derim<\/p>\n
Daha o harekete ge\u00e7meden \u00f6nce<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya kalbimizden \u00e7\u0131karsa e\u011fer,<\/p>\n
Nefis ile ba\u015f ederiz, elbette.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nefsim Nefsim g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc yok etti\u011finde, Hakikat perdelendi, g\u00f6remez oldum. Kula\u011f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcne perde \u00e7ekince, Hakikat s\u00f6zlerini, duyamaz oldum M\u00fclk \u00e2lemi, koyunca kural\u0131n\u0131 Geldi\u011fim yerin bilgisi yok oldu. D\u00fcnya cazip g\u00f6sterince kendini, Nefsimi sevi\u015fim, kalbi doldurdu. Neler yesem, neler giysem doymad\u0131m, Nerde gezsem, neyi sevsem, kanmad\u0131m. Bir hevan\u0131n pe\u015finde dolan\u0131nca, Bin hevay\u0131, kendime bula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[166],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-4-06-siir-murakabe-ve-muhasebe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=514"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":515,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514\/revisions\/515"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}