\u00d6L\u00dcM<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6lmek belki kolay, hesap olmasa<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131m\u0131 veren, hesap sormasa.<\/p>\n
\u0130man\u0131mla gitsem, f\u0131rsat olsa da<\/p>\n
Son nefeste Azrail\u2019den korku olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Can verirken ac\u0131s\u0131 v\u00fccudu sarar<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm mele\u011fi acep, hangi taraftan bakar?<\/p>\n
Aldan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, Hak\u2019la perdeler kadar<\/p>\n
Aldanmadan gitsem, perdem olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131m s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131, vakit t\u00fckendi<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yla, arzum bilendi.<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015fmak istesem de,\u201disteme\u201d dendi<\/p>\n
Bir de son nefes korkusu olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Seven i\u00e7in ya\u015fam-\u00f6l\u00fcm fark etmez<\/p>\n
Vuslat\u0131n avuntusu, kalbimden gitmez.<\/p>\n
\u0130man\u0131mla ko\u015fsam, bilirim yetmez<\/p>\n
Kabrimde bekleyen, amel olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ya\u015far iken unutmad\u0131m, ad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
Alamad\u0131m \u015fu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
Burak oldum, y\u00fckledin kervan\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
Bir de M\u00fcnkir ile Nekir olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Cennet, Cehennem Sen ne dilersin?<\/p>\n
Arzundan \u00f6te arzum yok, bilirsin.<\/p>\n
Hesap verecekler, s\u0131raya girsin<\/p>\n
Bir de ge\u00e7ilecek, S\u0131rat olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Niyet ettik, \u201cbeli\u201d dedik ezelden<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7bir haber gelmez oldu g\u00fczelden.<\/p>\n
Varaca\u011f\u0131z huzuruna tez elden,<\/p>\n
Son nefeste aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sen Gafur\u2019sun, Sen Rahim\u2019sin, hem Rauf<\/p>\n
Hem Af\u00fcv\u2019s\u00fcn, hem Rahman\u2019s\u0131n, hem Settar<\/p>\n
Ben \u00e7elimsiz, hem \u00e7ok aciz, \u00e7ok korkar,<\/p>\n
Ameli kam\u00e7\u0131layan \u00fcmit olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Her an\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm ile ya\u015far\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Kurtulu\u015fun sevinciyle co\u015far\u0131m<\/p>\n
Talep ettim, vereceksin umar\u0131m<\/p>\n
Hesab\u0131 verilecek, nefes olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Rahmetinden \u00fcmit kesmem, \u00e2yettir.<\/p>\n
Fazla \u00fcmitli olmak da gaflettir.<\/p>\n
Ya! Resul\u2019\u00fcm; bizi O\u2019na affettir<\/p>\n
Azalar\u0131m dile gelip, s\u00f6yler olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn bitecek, ecel gelip, konacak.<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fekilde emanetin alacak.<\/p>\n
K\u0131yametin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ya\u015fanacak,<\/p>\n
Aldanacak perdelerim olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Elim bo\u015ftur, sermayeyi yitirdim,<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131ncan\u0131n hakk\u0131n\u0131, padi\u015faha bildirdim.<\/p>\n
Bu\u00a0 y\u00fcz ile Mahkeme-yi K\u00fcbra\u2019ya girdim?<\/p>\n
Bir de hesap \u00f6deyecek, tasam olmasa\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ay\u015feg\u00fcl Erdo\u011f<\/p>\n
27.4.2005\/ Konya<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00d6L\u00dcM \u00d6lmek belki kolay, hesap olmasa Hayat\u0131m\u0131 veren, hesap sormasa. \u0130man\u0131mla gitsem, f\u0131rsat olsa da Son nefeste Azrail\u2019den korku olmasa\u2026 Can verirken ac\u0131s\u0131 v\u00fccudu sarar \u00d6l\u00fcm mele\u011fi acep, hangi taraftan bakar? Aldan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, Hak\u2019la perdeler kadar Aldanmadan gitsem, perdem olmasa\u2026 Hayat\u0131m s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131, vakit t\u00fckendi Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yla, arzum bilendi. Kavu\u015fmak istesem de,\u201disteme\u201d dendi Bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[186],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-552","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-5-13-siir-olum"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/552","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=552"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/552\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":554,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/552\/revisions\/554"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=552"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=552"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aysegulerdog.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=552"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}